If Ever.

 If things start change,

  I will MISS this.
  SRSLY.

 If ever you stop caring anymore.

 ABOUT US.

Pabula.

Daga1: Ako matapang! Kain ako Racumin!

Daga2: Mas matapang ako! Kain ako ng cheese sa mousetrap.

Daga3: Ako pinakamatapang!

Daga2: Bakit?!

Daga: GF ko pusa!

Lesson: 


At first look,
it doesn't mean 
anything at all.

There's a postscript.

 "Be brave enough to love someone worth loving even if you know it might kill you in the end." 

TIRED ? Not Anymore.

: Words cant express
how tired I am.

It's okay.

I've been revived.
By GOD.

Thank You, Lord. :)

Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened., and I will give you rest.

-- Matthew 11:28

YUN LANG.

-- Eto lang.
Kasi naman BV ako.

Hanggang ngayon.
Tss. Goodnight. :||

NOT YET.

-- Just to start my day right.
 GOOD MORNING ! :)

DROWNED. DROWNING.

I am enjoying staying awake all night.
 Away from this world.

 Drowning myself with
earphones and loud music.

 With a cold evening.

 Wish it rains.

 I can't get over with my life.
 Yeah. FML.

 Goodnight.

Tomorrow. Will never be like this.

 -- Nadedepress na ako.

 Please.
Huwag niyo ako
hayaan madepress.

Or else.
EWAN KO.

MADEDEPRESS NA NAMAN AKO.
FOREVER.


 i don't want
to grow up thinking
life is never worth it.

 that love is
just a waste of time.

 that happiness
has it's favoritism.

 AND MYSELF
was nothing but a bunch of lies.

 Please.
 I am begging. Will someone ?
Help me change this perspective.
Awaken my enthusiastic soul again.

And save my life.
And save my days.

Please.

TODAY: SHE KISSED ME. ON MY LIPS.

-- TONIGHT, She kissed me. On my LIPS. <333

11:11

 -- Mutual feelings and Happy Endings. Please. :(

I don't feel loved. Like right NOW.

-- I really don't. Like, everyday. Srsly.
Will someone LOVE me, please ? :(

I'm really craving for that.
And I'm really longing for that.

Please.
It would mean a lot.

KTHXBYE.

AKO NA NAMAN KASI.

: Tss.

AKO NAMAN LAGI eh.
Nakakatampo lang.

Sabi ko sa
inyo magtatagalog muna
ako eh.

Oo, tapos na
yung Buwan ng Wika.
Anyway, Pilipino naman ako.

Ako na naman.
Di porket nakaFacebook,
eh puro Facebook na.

Dun kasi yung contact
website dba ? Ang hirap maghabol.
SWEAR.

At tapos,
ayaw ka pang paniwalaan.
Na nag-aaral ka.
Na para sa pag-aaral mo yun.

Ayoko ng WALANG TIWALA.
Kaya nagtampo ako.

Pride kung pride.
Ayoko yung pag nagseseryoso
ako walang naniniwala.

Tss.
Nagtanong ka pa,
di ka din naman maniniwala.
At wag mong ipilit. Lalo na't
di mo nakikita.

LALO NA AT DI KA SIGURADO.

Okay na yun.
MAPAGMAHAL naman
akong anak eeh.

Di nga lang ako
magsosorry. Dahil .
GRABE. Labag talaga yun sa loob ko.

Kung wala kang trust, it is
not my FAULT, Okay ?

Okay na ako.
Sumaya na ako.
Gumaan na yung pakiramdam ko.
tawa kasi ako ng tawa sa WOW MALI.
Pero hindi yun mawawala.

Makakatulog na ako.
Dahil 3am na.

Anyway, Thanks kay Tito dahil sa French Dictionary.
Naapreciate ko. Dream ko
matuto nun eeh. Love it. :)

Good Mornight.

Di ko din 

alam . Kahit naBLOG ko na .

Ang bigat parin sa pakiramdam.

Hayy.

MASAKIT. eh

kasi naman parent mo.

ganoon sa iyo. MASAYA ? tss.

SIYEMPRE HINDI.

Osiya.

Itutulog ko nalan ito.

Bye.

SIYA DIN BA ?

: Magtatagalog na muna ako.

Napagtanto ko din ito.

Di ko din naisip ito.

masaya ako.

masaya siya.

Kaso, di lang ako ang

may kapasidad na mapasaya siya.

Paano pag nagsawa na siya ?

Oo. Gusto ko siyang

makasama.

Siguro, HABANGBUHAY.

Ang tanong nga lang,

GUSTO din ba NIYA ?

Sorry.

Di ko masagot eh.

Pakiramdam ko,

ang labu-labo ng buhay ko.

LINAWIN NAMAN NATIN.

Para atleast, di ako 

mukhang tanga. At di ka

nagmumukahng isang MALAKING PAASA.

Mas okay na ito.

Kaysa naman tayo ang tumorture sa sarili natin.

MASAKIT, Oo.

Pero feel the pain until it hurts no more.

Wow.

Parang kaya ko eh no.

Kaya yan.

Sorry. Kung

mabasa mo man ito. Mabasa

man ito ng iba at sabihin sa iyo.

Mabasa man nila at pagalitan nila ako.

Mabasa man nila at wala na silang pagsasabihan.

Natatakot lang ako.

PROMISE.

Di ko lang alam

kung sa dahilan na nalalaglag ako

at alam ko walang sasalo o kumapit ako at

sa bandang huli, magsisi ako.

Ayoko maging ASSUMING.

Ayoko din maging duwag,.

Pero siguro, kung masaya naman ako,

O ikaw, siguro TAYO sa ganito ..

HANGGANG GANITO na lang muna tayo.

kahit anuman ang 

maging resulta nito ..

Nawa'y maging MASAYA pa rin TAYO.

HABANGBUHAY. 

Goodnight. //

Such a LOSEEEER.

I am sooo losing
the game.

Yes, you win.
And it would be very
overwhelming for me to
have me as a price.

Yeah,
Being your
bestfriend is what
i want.

But falling
in love with you
was never a
part of my plan.

And it
turned out to be
that you are all
what i need.

Everything i ever wanted.
The one that I love.

Yeah. Now,
I am not afraid of losing
the game, I am now afraid to lose you.

And I don't know
what to do.

Because,
I have fallen in love with you.

Please.
You don't
need to love me back.
Just stay.

It's okay.
It means everything to me. :)

TODAY, SHE KISSED ME.

 -- TONIGHT. She kissed me. :">

Let go or Hold on ?

"Letting go has never been easy but holding has always been difficult. But strength is never measured through holding on but letting go."

     -- Anonymous.

: Orly ?

Just found this on

our FHN exam paper.

I wrote this down secretly.

It made me realize things.

Yeah.

Holding on.

Just because you 

can still endure the pain.

Just because you can

still understand why is it happening.

Just because

you still long 

for that someone's presence.

Just because

you still know

that someone is still the one.

Just because

you still believe

that you can fix those broken strings.

Just because

you still believe

in happily ever afters.

Just because YOU STILL LOVE THAT SOMEONE.

Letting go.

Just because

you are too tired to hold on.

Jut because

you know that it won't work

ANYMORE.

Just because

you still have to had a life.

Just because 

you know that this will

make you both happy. 

Just because

you know it will make

things better.

Just because

you know prayers can't 

make it work anymore.

Just because

you know it is time to move on.

Just because

you love that someone so much

yet it hurts.

Just because you hope that it is for the BEST.

So .. Let go or hold on ?

I am not feeling 

anything of these right now.

I let go. LONG AGO.

And it is my choice.

Yeah. & i am so happy

with it.

 Goodnight.guys. :)

Not in the Mood.

 So not in the mood.
 Like NOW. //

Like, EVERYDAY.

: Yeah.


my school.
arg. Come on.
Why is it hard to pass
a subject ? pleaseeeeee.

my time.
can't we just understand how much
time we lose ? i mean. That is not
really worth my time and/or
this thing may not happen again ..
compared to that.

my decisions.
do you really have to pick one ?
can we just have both ? Or
does the two has to be at the same time ?

my feelings ?
can't it just be MUTUAL ?
Can't you just feel the same way ? FOR ME ?
Tss.

my memories.
Do they really have to be forgotten ?
can't we just repeat it ?
Or can't we just cherish them everyday ?

and mySELF.
Oh, what am i DOING ?
Or saying ?
Or thinking at the first place ?

*sigh*


MY LIFE.
EVERYTHING.


Why does
everything else have
to be so complicated ?

Thank you so much.
You are making my life miserable.

Goodnight. :|

TO-GET-HER.

: Okay.

I just have to blog to start
my September issue.

No big deals.
I'll be blogging whenever
my time is not so messed up.

And Yeah,
I am in the midst of reviewing
for my Midterms exams which
I do not plan to fail.

Yet, something's bugging me.
The picture above speaks for itself.

Hahah. the picture may not
be that appropriate but it will
be clear at its perfect time.
Or as the time passes by.

Aww. :">
Let my action speak
louder than my words.

I may not clear everything but
gaining the courage, if ever this is real,
takes a long, long time.

HAHAHA.
Or if I may be too late ..
i know a better one will take it's place.
Hard enough to accept but
I know it will be the best. :(

But for now,
I have to sleep.

She is definitely one of those major reasons
I can stay awake all night.


Definitely, just thinking of her. :))


AJA for my studies.
Keep calm my heart.
Rest & prepare for more battles. HAHAHA.

Pray for me. Please.
Studying is a major pain in my butt.



Goodnight everyone.
Just wake me up when
September ends. :D