Yung feeling na.

 naging annoying na ang dati mong best. Ugh.
 Eh loko pala siya e. Magtetext kapag kailangan lang niya kami. LOLO niya. Doon siya sa mga kaibigan niyang mas nasisiyahan siyang samahan.
 Add to it, kami ay isang malaking kawalan sa buhay niya. On the other hand, I don't really care about her .. STARTING NOW.
 CONVICTION ang tawag sa mararamdaman niya bago siya matulog.
 In other terms, KONSENSYA.
 Nawa'y matuahan siya. She can't always expect things to go on her way. Magtetext kapag may need ta's kami pa may kasalanan if di namin nabigay yun. What the actual HELL ?! Eh di dinouble meaning ko yung usapan namin. Thanks for informing daw na wala kaming load. BASTUSAN ?!

SIYA: This conversation is over. Thanks for informing na wala kayong load kanina.
AKO: And vice versa.
AKO: You should rest. You dont want to party tomorrow night looking problematic.
SIYA: No need. It is not a big loss.
AKO: And so are you.
SIYA: Me ? Not a big loss ? Fine, let it be.
AKO: ha ? You being problematic. Try mo i-align yung text mo sa replies ko.

 *not exact word, tho. Pero yung last sentence above is to cover up na sinabihan ko siya na hindi siya kawalan. Nakakaasar e. Naiintindihan naman niya daw e. Sana naman.
 So, matutulog na ako. I will never give a crap. Masaya siya eh.

AKO: Sa phone lang tayo nag-uusap. Di mo na naman ako maintindihan.
*more blablas.
SIYA: It's done. Sa phone lang tayo nag-uusap. Misunderstanding again.
AKO:yeah, right. Nawa'y naiintindihan mo nga yung usapan natin. Goodnight. Have FUN tomorrow night.
*and that ends our conversation.

 Nakakaasar na. Promise.
BAHALA NA SIYA SA BUHAY NIYA. 

Relaxed. :)

No, it’s okay, get closer. I know, you’re tired. I am too. Tired of all the stress and frustration. But it’ll be okay, it’ll eventually pay off. So get closer and let’s lie down. Cause with you, I’m always relaxed.

then it's love.

Does your heart ache and break when they’re sad? Then its love. Do you cry for their pain, even when they’re strong? Then its love. Do their eyes see your true heart and touch your soul so deeply it hurts? Then its love. Do you stay because blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you there? Then its love. Do you accept their faults because they are a part of who they are? Then its love. Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret? Then its love. Would you allow them to leave you not because they want to but because they have to? Then its love. Would you give them your heart, your life, your death? Then its love.

What sucks ?

That moment when you realize you lost someone. Someone so close to you, you feel like a part of you is missing. You don’t know if you can go on, but you know that you need to. Knowing that they’re not coming back, you’re slowly breaking down. When Andy leaves. When someone you love leaves. Woody is upset. You are upset. This movie is the perfect example of what growing up and life is all about lately. People leaving us. Us growing up and apart. Letting go of the childhood we once had. It sucks.

not at all.

Letting you go would be the worst decision of my life but I wont ever let that happen. Im gonna make sure that everyday I’ll prove my love to you and never give up. Im gonna share my lifetime with you and hopefully in our next life I’ll get to meet you again because I would do this all over again with you. I love you.

Beside you.

I can’t wait for that day when I’m going to wake up next to that someone I love. You both open yours eyes and you both start looking at each other, face to face, smiling, and thinking to yourself how much you love this moment. Wouldn’t it be nice to start off your day next to someone you love? Sometimes, the smallest things mean the most. You whisper “I love you” and kiss them good morning. I don’t know about you, but that’s something I’d appreciate doing and getting. I can’t wait for that day.

Let us be.

• Let’s grow old together… beginning with today. 
• Let’s work slowly with each other and build a relationship that we can both enjoy being a part of. 
• Let’s share love and understand that neither of us is perfect; we are both subject to human frailties. 
• Let’s hold each other close and whisper though the night—pledging our love, honoring our commitment. 
• Let’s encourage each other to pursue our dreams, even when we’re weary from trying. 
• Let’s expect the best that we both have to give and still love when we fall short of our expectations. 
• Let’s be friends and respect each other’s individual personality and give one another room to grow. 
• Let’s be candid with each other and point out strengths and weaknesses. 
• Let’s understand each other’s personal philosophy, even if we don’t agree. 
• Let’s lie awake long into the night sharing our innermost secrets. 
• Let’s be friends as well as lovers. 
• Let’s laugh at time and plan with each other and wonder how we ever got along without this love we’ve found. 
• Let’s never take for granted these moments that we’ve shared, but always be reminded of how intensely we have learned to live, how completely we have learned to love. 
• Let’s grow old together… and look back on life and smile.

I love you for what you are, but I love you yet more for what you are going to be.

YOU.

I want to show you off to the world. We don’t have to make out everywhere we go just so that we could make everyone in our atmosphere crave it so much that they start to lick their lips. Or hold hands just so all the single people can walk by and call us cute. We don’t need matching outfits so we could camera whore and get all these comments on Facebook. As cute as that may sound, we don’t have to do any of that. There is nothing we need to prove to anyone because I’m yours and you’re mine. Nevermind all the standards of being a couple, let’s just be together. That’s all that really mattered anyway.

When I say that I want to show you off to the world, its not my intention to make everyone jealous. Its to make them believe that it is possible to find something special when you least expect it. A trust so strong that you don’t need pinky promises to define it since they just know not to tell your secrets. A connection so rare that they become your part time lover and full time friend. A relationship so special that they bring out the best in you. Let’s just be together and leave it at that.