You have to stop expecting. Yes, expecting too much. Why ? Because at the end, you will be only hurting yourself. TOO MUCH.
-- Goodnight. Srsly.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Sssh.
I still love you. That’s it. That’s my confession. My deepest secret. And I wouldn’t dare tell a soul. I still love you, I never stopped.
Friday, October 29, 2010
I ended up crying because I can't express what I truly feel.
- will be blogging about this tomorrow. SWEAR.
Minsan. Kahit magulang mo sila, at hindi ka nila ilalagay sa pahamak .. Ang HIRAP nilang INTINDIHIN.
— O talagang tayo lang ang ayaw sila pakinggan ?
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Goodnight.
You have to stop expecting. Yes, expecting too much. Why ? Because at the end, you will be only hurting yourself. TOO MUCH.
-- Goodnight. Srsly.
Personality Test. ULI.
Dear Rodmark Gacho, based on test taken, How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: top
You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is very big.
웃 : You have a complicated personality.
웃 : You have a strong but inflexible personality.
웃 : You are also down-to-earth.
웃 : You are an opportunist.
웃 : Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble.
-- a personality test for me. I don't know if it is true.
Hahaha. Sort of.
Still can't sleep.
why, oh why. :))
You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is very big.
웃 : You have a complicated personality.
웃 : You have a strong but inflexible personality.
웃 : You are also down-to-earth.
웃 : You are an opportunist.
웃 : Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble.
-- a personality test for me. I don't know if it is true.
Hahaha. Sort of.
Still can't sleep.
why, oh why. :))
TRUTH BE TOLD. :))
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage = iced tea
2. Last phone call = si Lola.
3. Last text message = si Micah. :">
4. Last song you listened to = Empire State of Mind.
5. Last time you cried = last day. Secret lang natin. :DD
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = yes.
7. Been cheated on = Absolutely, Yes.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Yes.
9. Lost someone special = Yeah.
10. Been depressed = Yup. as usual.
11. Been drunk and threw up = YES! hahaha :))
FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. blue
13. black
14. white
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend = Yes. :)
16. Fallen out of love = Oo.
17. Laughed until you cried = always. :))))
18. Met someone who changed you = not this year. but .. sort of.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = ye. Hahah.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = yes. ssssh.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = dunno.
23. How many kids do you want to have = four or five.
24. Do you have any pets = soon. a fish.
25. Do you want to change your name? = sometimes. :D
26. What did you do for your last birthday = party. eat. shop. party. eat. :))
27. What time did you wake up today = 11:30am. ako na batugan ! Hahaha.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = TUMBLR. Watching Glee. & texting.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Her. :))
30. Last time you saw your Mother = via cam ? last week. personal ? last year.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change bout your life? = my talents. :(
32. What are you listening to right now = ticking of the clock.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = yes.
35. Most visited webpage = facebook. or TUMBLR.
36. Whats your real name = Allan Rodmark Basa Gacho
38. Relationship Status = INLOVE. <3
39. Zodiac sign = Virgo
40. Male or female? = MALE
41. Primary School = Mater Carmeli School
42. Middle School = Ramon Magsaysay High School
43.College = Our lady of Fatima Univerity.
44. Hair colour = black. Yeah !
45. Long or short = as of now, long. :D
46. Height = 5'2. Huhuhu. Bones, grow longer, please.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Hahaha. Yes.
48: What do u like about yourself? = I love the way I communicate. Verbally gifted. :))
49. Piercings = None.
50. Tattoos = none.
51. Righty or lefty = righty :)
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = don't remember having one.
53. First piercing = maybe. but still none.
54. First best friend= mark paul gaan. :))
55. First sport you joined = marathon. :))
56. First vacation = ba, malay ko. bata pako nun. haha
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating = No
60. Drinking = No.
61. I'm about to = go to sleep.
62. Listening to = my tito's sermon. pfft.
63. Waiting for = everything to be fine.
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = Of course.
65. Get Married? = Big yes.
66. Career? = since I am taking nursing, i maybe a nurse someday. but i would like to be a doctor and many more to mention.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = Lips.
68. Hugs or kisses = Kisses !
69. Shorter or taller = TALLER. which is so not me.
70. Older or Younger = younger.
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Both ! Hahaha.
73. Sensitive or loud = none. please.
74. Hook-up or relationship = RELATIONSHIP.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = None. err.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = No. duh.
77. Drank hard liquor= Yes. ugh.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Glasses. :((
79. Sex on first date = No. WTH ?
80. Broken someone's heart = i think so. sorry.
81. Had your own heart broken = ALWAYS.
82. Been arrested = yes. but I was still a kid. I think it is not counted. hahaha.
83. Turned someone down = YES.
84. Cried when someone died = Not that hard.
85. Fallen for a friend = Umm. HAHAHAHHAHA.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = srsly. No. Only in my imagination.
87. Miracles = Yeah. I still do.
88. Love at first sight = Crush lang. :))
89. Heaven = Yes ! I want to go there.
90. Santa Claus = so childish. but of course, when I was still a kid.
91. Kiss on the first date = Yes. Want one.
92. Angels = Yes. yes.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = Yes. :))
95. Did you sing today? = Noddin' my head like Yeah !
96. Ever cheated on somebody?= Yes. :))
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = Far till the dawn of the dinosaurs. :))
98. If you could pick a day from last year and repeat it, what would it be? = everything.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = Yes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Okay.
-- Goodnight.
1. Last beverage = iced tea
2. Last phone call = si Lola.
3. Last text message = si Micah. :">
4. Last song you listened to = Empire State of Mind.
5. Last time you cried = last day. Secret lang natin. :DD
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice = yes.
7. Been cheated on = Absolutely, Yes.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Yes.
9. Lost someone special = Yeah.
10. Been depressed = Yup. as usual.
11. Been drunk and threw up = YES! hahaha :))
FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. blue
13. black
14. white
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend = Yes. :)
16. Fallen out of love = Oo.
17. Laughed until you cried = always. :))))
18. Met someone who changed you = not this year. but .. sort of.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = ye. Hahah.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = yes. ssssh.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = dunno.
23. How many kids do you want to have = four or five.
24. Do you have any pets = soon. a fish.
25. Do you want to change your name? = sometimes. :D
26. What did you do for your last birthday = party. eat. shop. party. eat. :))
27. What time did you wake up today = 11:30am. ako na batugan ! Hahaha.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = TUMBLR. Watching Glee. & texting.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Her. :))
30. Last time you saw your Mother = via cam ? last week. personal ? last year.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change bout your life? = my talents. :(
32. What are you listening to right now = ticking of the clock.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = yes.
35. Most visited webpage = facebook. or TUMBLR.
36. Whats your real name = Allan Rodmark Basa Gacho
38. Relationship Status = INLOVE. <3
39. Zodiac sign = Virgo
40. Male or female? = MALE
41. Primary School = Mater Carmeli School
42. Middle School = Ramon Magsaysay High School
43.College = Our lady of Fatima Univerity.
44. Hair colour = black. Yeah !
45. Long or short = as of now, long. :D
46. Height = 5'2. Huhuhu. Bones, grow longer, please.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Hahaha. Yes.
48: What do u like about yourself? = I love the way I communicate. Verbally gifted. :))
49. Piercings = None.
50. Tattoos = none.
51. Righty or lefty = righty :)
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = don't remember having one.
53. First piercing = maybe. but still none.
54. First best friend= mark paul gaan. :))
55. First sport you joined = marathon. :))
56. First vacation = ba, malay ko. bata pako nun. haha
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating = No
60. Drinking = No.
61. I'm about to = go to sleep.
62. Listening to = my tito's sermon. pfft.
63. Waiting for = everything to be fine.
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = Of course.
65. Get Married? = Big yes.
66. Career? = since I am taking nursing, i maybe a nurse someday. but i would like to be a doctor and many more to mention.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = Lips.
68. Hugs or kisses = Kisses !
69. Shorter or taller = TALLER. which is so not me.
70. Older or Younger = younger.
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Both ! Hahaha.
73. Sensitive or loud = none. please.
74. Hook-up or relationship = RELATIONSHIP.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = None. err.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = No. duh.
77. Drank hard liquor= Yes. ugh.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Glasses. :((
79. Sex on first date = No. WTH ?
80. Broken someone's heart = i think so. sorry.
81. Had your own heart broken = ALWAYS.
82. Been arrested = yes. but I was still a kid. I think it is not counted. hahaha.
83. Turned someone down = YES.
84. Cried when someone died = Not that hard.
85. Fallen for a friend = Umm. HAHAHAHHAHA.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = srsly. No. Only in my imagination.
87. Miracles = Yeah. I still do.
88. Love at first sight = Crush lang. :))
89. Heaven = Yes ! I want to go there.
90. Santa Claus = so childish. but of course, when I was still a kid.
91. Kiss on the first date = Yes. Want one.
92. Angels = Yes. yes.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = Yes. :))
95. Did you sing today? = Noddin' my head like Yeah !
96. Ever cheated on somebody?= Yes. :))
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = Far till the dawn of the dinosaurs. :))
98. If you could pick a day from last year and repeat it, what would it be? = everything.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = Yes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Okay.
-- Goodnight.
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Okay ? Di Okay.
-- pag nag aral kang mabuti, gumagawa ka ng Alibi kasi naglalakwatsa ka lang. Pero pag naglalakwatsa ka, wala ka nang ginawa sa buhay mo na maganda.
Ergo, kahit anong gawin mo, Wala kang KWENTA.
Salamat sa inyo Mama. Naiinspire ako.
Magmumura muna ako.
********* naman yan.
Sorry ah. :)
MOM
Tinatanong ako nga Nanay ko.
Bakit daw ako ganito.
Anong isasagot ko ?
Try niyang tanungin yung sarili niya.
At hindi ko daw siya namimiss.
Bakit daw hindi na ako naeexcite pag tumatawag siya.
Bakit daw parang hindi ako natutuwa kpag nagchachat kami.
Bakit daw parang wala lang sa akin.
Alam mo yung SANAY.
Kasi mula 3yrs. old wala na siya sa tabi ko.
Kasi nasanay na ako na taun-taon wala na siya.
Kasi ndi ko naman talaga nararamdaman na MAHAL niya ako.
Namiss ko din naman siya
noong una siyang umalis.
Naexcite din naman ako
noong una siyang tumawag.
Natuwa din naman ako
noong una siyang bumalik.
NASANAY lang TALAGA.
Eh yun kinukompara sa iba ?
Naexperience niyo na ? LAHAT naman siguro.
Ang gagaling daw ng mga alaga niya pag nagreport.
Sa school.
Sana nandito siya
nun ako lagi yung tinatawag pag reporting.
Ako yung pinipili pag kailangan sa play.
O kaya nun nanalo ako sa mga paligsahan sa school.
At SIYA yung gusto kong magsabit ng MEDALS sa akin nun.
At SIYA lang naman yung lagi kong inaasahan na audience ko.
Kasi gusto ko din naman, kahit minsan, maging PROUD siya sa akin.
Para ako naman yung matalino.
Para ako naman yung mabait.
Para ako naman yung magaling.
Kaso, EWAN. Ganon ata talaga.
Oo, naiyak lang kasi ako.
LAGI na lang.
Osige, EMO na.
Inexpress ko lang.
Secret lang natin ito aa.
Nashare ko lang.
Hahaha.
I STILL LOVE MY MOM, THOUGH. :)
Good Afternoon.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
JUAN.
it is still raining.
Yeah. We have this typhoon
and for 2 days now, it is raining continuously.
But my point is,
the rain makes me feel so alive.
but the rain that
makes me feel so alive
is also the thing that makes me ..
FOREVER ALONE.
I can feel it in my veins.
And at least the coldness I can feel
is from within.
But from the outside.
And the weird part,
rain makes me nostalgic.
Aww. Like I am connected with
the weather and everything.
But above all else,
Yeah. We have this typhoon
and for 2 days now, it is raining continuously.
But my point is,
the rain makes me feel so alive.
but the rain that
makes me feel so alive
is also the thing that makes me ..
FOREVER ALONE.
I can feel it in my veins.
And at least the coldness I can feel
is from within.
But from the outside.
And the weird part,
rain makes me nostalgic.
Aww. Like I am connected with
the weather and everything.
But above all else,
Monday, October 18, 2010
Di ka makatulog kasi INIISIP mo SIYA ? O di ka makatulog kasi INIISIP ka NIYA ?
— Haha. Ayiee. Kinikilig. Goodnight. :))
Hintayan tayo. Saya no ?
-- nakita ko sa Tumblr.
NapaOO din ako.
Yun lang.
Nakakatawa.
Kasi apektado ako.
HAHAHA.
Nobody waits forever. :)
TOMOOO.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Kakauwi ko lang.
Masaya ako.
Kasi galing ako ng church.
at masaya ako sa mga kaibigan ko.
Di naman nagpapakabanal.
Masarap lang ang feeling ng MABUTI. :))
Malungkot ako.
Kasi may mga tao talaga na hindi
mo habang buhay makakasama.
Kahit gustuhin mo pa.
Pero masaya ako. Si LORD kasi.
Kain na !
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Monday, October 11, 2010
DOTA
DOTA (a satanic game)
The truth nehind this game
DOTA (Defense of the Ancient)
(A Satanic Game)
ANCIENT - question: who is ancient?
- answer: God but Satan’s disguises
himself and
deceives us, saying
that He is the Ancient one.
Why?
who would you think you will defend on
this game? whose defense is this? (with
those
cheats and verbal acknowledgments..
later to be
discussed)
the obvious aims:
-to kill your enemy, to destroy the
tree of
life for sentinel, to destroy the
frozen throne for
scourge, and TO BE BEYOND GODLIKE in
this
game.
the real aims:
- worshiping Satan through consciously
enjoying the game.
Why?
- because this game is extremely a
deception from Satan and you are
actually enjoying
it.
THE GAME
There are two bases or teams:
Sentinel vs.scourge
Good ones
monsters
Human
dark evil
Weak
strong
CHEATS:
WHO’S YOUR DADDY
- This is used to become stronger
- But actually this cheat pertains to
admittance
that your father indeed is Satan.
GREED IS GOOD
- To have more money
- In Ecclesiastes 5:10-11 “Those who
love
money will never have enough„ the more
you have.. the more people come to help
you
spend it.”
- It feeds your mind that it’s fine to
love money
because you need it.
I SEE DEAD PEOPLE
- This allows you to see the map
- The truth behind is that, spiritually
the players
and those who are involved are dead;
they don’t
have real life for they are being used
be
Satan to praise him through this game.
Dead
people!
Verbal acknowledgments:
- OMG (Oh my God) The Bible states, “do
not use the name of the Lord in vain!”
- BULLs**t and HOLYs**t need not to
explain
- Good job / Good work when you killed
somebody
you are being congratulated with a good
job or good work.
TESTIMONY:
At the dawn of April 17, 2006, my
brother
(JIREH SINGSON) dreamt of 2 dreams.
First, he dreamt that Jesus is showing
how evil
dota is, then he woke up and blurted
out: “ayoko na
magdota!” he fell asleep again and had
his second
dream, he was talking with a friend who
in real life
doesn’t want to play dota anymore, when
my
brother blurted out once again, “ayoko
na
magdota!”, a man came near to him and
laid hands
cursing my brother. When they rebuked
it in Jesus
name, it disappeared. Then, when he
shouted “hindi na ako magdodota kahit
kailan!”
Crystal Maiden (one of those unpleasing
characters in dota) appeared in my
brother and he
told us that it felt like he couldn’t
breathe, my
brother rebuked it in Jesus’ name and
told to
it, “hindi na ako magpapabitag sa
iyo, I belong to Jesus!” Then he woke
up
and ran downstairs. He told everything
to us and
prayed for him. My father helped him
renounce it
and right after he surrendered he
puked, and we
brought him to hospital. But our family
claimed that
Jesus is
victorious and Satan will never win. He
had a
testimony about his dream the Sunday
after he
experienced it, after he witness, those
who
are
involved in dota were prayed for.
Note: Akala ng lahat laro lang dota,
pero
si Satan
hindi nakikipaglaro. He is using dota
to
pollute
the
minds of our youth.
-faith singson
Ephesians 4:27
Don’t give devil a chance! If you
ignore
this, it’s
your own risk.
This is the TRUTH. Do not be blind and
do not
harden your heart.
just got this on: http://erriicckk.multiply.com/journal/item/5
The truth nehind this game
DOTA (Defense of the Ancient)
(A Satanic Game)
ANCIENT - question: who is ancient?
- answer: God but Satan’s disguises
himself and
deceives us, saying
that He is the Ancient one.
Why?
who would you think you will defend on
this game? whose defense is this? (with
those
cheats and verbal acknowledgments..
later to be
discussed)
the obvious aims:
-to kill your enemy, to destroy the
tree of
life for sentinel, to destroy the
frozen throne for
scourge, and TO BE BEYOND GODLIKE in
this
game.
the real aims:
- worshiping Satan through consciously
enjoying the game.
Why?
- because this game is extremely a
deception from Satan and you are
actually enjoying
it.
THE GAME
There are two bases or teams:
Sentinel vs.scourge
Good ones
monsters
Human
dark evil
Weak
strong
CHEATS:
WHO’S YOUR DADDY
- This is used to become stronger
- But actually this cheat pertains to
admittance
that your father indeed is Satan.
GREED IS GOOD
- To have more money
- In Ecclesiastes 5:10-11 “Those who
love
money will never have enough„ the more
you have.. the more people come to help
you
spend it.”
- It feeds your mind that it’s fine to
love money
because you need it.
I SEE DEAD PEOPLE
- This allows you to see the map
- The truth behind is that, spiritually
the players
and those who are involved are dead;
they don’t
have real life for they are being used
be
Satan to praise him through this game.
Dead
people!
Verbal acknowledgments:
- OMG (Oh my God) The Bible states, “do
not use the name of the Lord in vain!”
- BULLs**t and HOLYs**t need not to
explain
- Good job / Good work when you killed
somebody
you are being congratulated with a good
job or good work.
TESTIMONY:
At the dawn of April 17, 2006, my
brother
(JIREH SINGSON) dreamt of 2 dreams.
First, he dreamt that Jesus is showing
how evil
dota is, then he woke up and blurted
out: “ayoko na
magdota!” he fell asleep again and had
his second
dream, he was talking with a friend who
in real life
doesn’t want to play dota anymore, when
my
brother blurted out once again, “ayoko
na
magdota!”, a man came near to him and
laid hands
cursing my brother. When they rebuked
it in Jesus
name, it disappeared. Then, when he
shouted “hindi na ako magdodota kahit
kailan!”
Crystal Maiden (one of those unpleasing
characters in dota) appeared in my
brother and he
told us that it felt like he couldn’t
breathe, my
brother rebuked it in Jesus’ name and
told to
it, “hindi na ako magpapabitag sa
iyo, I belong to Jesus!” Then he woke
up
and ran downstairs. He told everything
to us and
prayed for him. My father helped him
renounce it
and right after he surrendered he
puked, and we
brought him to hospital. But our family
claimed that
Jesus is
victorious and Satan will never win. He
had a
testimony about his dream the Sunday
after he
experienced it, after he witness, those
who
are
involved in dota were prayed for.
Note: Akala ng lahat laro lang dota,
pero
si Satan
hindi nakikipaglaro. He is using dota
to
pollute
the
minds of our youth.
-faith singson
Ephesians 4:27
Don’t give devil a chance! If you
ignore
this, it’s
your own risk.
This is the TRUTH. Do not be blind and
do not
harden your heart.
just got this on: http://erriicckk.multiply.com/journal/item/5
LUCKY. & FORELSKET.
-- I can't remember the feeling
of being INLOVE.
Until I saw this.
Aww. :">
FORELSKET.
They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this.
Every time we say goodbye,
I wish we had one more kiss.
I'll wait for you, I promise you.
I WILL. :)
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