REMIND ME NOT.

I have forgotten how much I love you. I'm freer now. I can breathe easily enough on my own. I don't need to hold to a sinking ship when I can swim to safety. There's nothing left there and I am happy.


So just please ..
DON'T EVER REMIND ME.

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Don't ever remind me how we ride that cruise.
How much we tried to steer our ship to safety.
How much we tried to focus on our destination.

But still you have your own islands to stop over.
That I do wait when will you ride back on our ship.
That our stop overs make me wait for you.

Don't ever remind me how much we tried to escape the waves.
How much we enjoyed feeling calm.

Don't ever remind me how our ship sunk.
Just because of an iceberg.
Just because we grow tired of looking forward.

because you have your new ship to ride.

Then I end up being alone.
Like its the end.

Feeling nobody's there to save me.
Because all I am expecting is you.


I am free now. I did survived.
So that is what I am just going to remind myself.

Let go or Hold on ?

"Letting go has never been easy but holding has always been difficult. But strength is never measured through holding on but letting go."

     -- Anonymous.

: Orly ?

Just found this on

our FHN exam paper.

I wrote this down secretly.

It made me realize things.

Yeah.

Holding on.

Just because you 

can still endure the pain.

Just because you can

still understand why is it happening.

Just because

you still long 

for that someone's presence.

Just because

you still know

that someone is still the one.

Just because

you still believe

that you can fix those broken strings.

Just because

you still believe

in happily ever afters.

Just because YOU STILL LOVE THAT SOMEONE.

Letting go.

Just because

you are too tired to hold on.

Jut because

you know that it won't work

ANYMORE.

Just because

you still have to had a life.

Just because 

you know that this will

make you both happy. 

Just because

you know it will make

things better.

Just because

you know prayers can't 

make it work anymore.

Just because

you know it is time to move on.

Just because

you love that someone so much

yet it hurts.

Just because you hope that it is for the BEST.

So .. Let go or hold on ?

I am not feeling 

anything of these right now.

I let go. LONG AGO.

And it is my choice.

Yeah. & i am so happy

with it.

 Goodnight.guys. :)