not at all.

Letting you go would be the worst decision of my life but I wont ever let that happen. Im gonna make sure that everyday I’ll prove my love to you and never give up. Im gonna share my lifetime with you and hopefully in our next life I’ll get to meet you again because I would do this all over again with you. I love you.

Beside you.

I can’t wait for that day when I’m going to wake up next to that someone I love. You both open yours eyes and you both start looking at each other, face to face, smiling, and thinking to yourself how much you love this moment. Wouldn’t it be nice to start off your day next to someone you love? Sometimes, the smallest things mean the most. You whisper “I love you” and kiss them good morning. I don’t know about you, but that’s something I’d appreciate doing and getting. I can’t wait for that day.

Let us be.

• Let’s grow old together… beginning with today. 
• Let’s work slowly with each other and build a relationship that we can both enjoy being a part of. 
• Let’s share love and understand that neither of us is perfect; we are both subject to human frailties. 
• Let’s hold each other close and whisper though the night—pledging our love, honoring our commitment. 
• Let’s encourage each other to pursue our dreams, even when we’re weary from trying. 
• Let’s expect the best that we both have to give and still love when we fall short of our expectations. 
• Let’s be friends and respect each other’s individual personality and give one another room to grow. 
• Let’s be candid with each other and point out strengths and weaknesses. 
• Let’s understand each other’s personal philosophy, even if we don’t agree. 
• Let’s lie awake long into the night sharing our innermost secrets. 
• Let’s be friends as well as lovers. 
• Let’s laugh at time and plan with each other and wonder how we ever got along without this love we’ve found. 
• Let’s never take for granted these moments that we’ve shared, but always be reminded of how intensely we have learned to live, how completely we have learned to love. 
• Let’s grow old together… and look back on life and smile.

I love you for what you are, but I love you yet more for what you are going to be.

YOU.

I want to show you off to the world. We don’t have to make out everywhere we go just so that we could make everyone in our atmosphere crave it so much that they start to lick their lips. Or hold hands just so all the single people can walk by and call us cute. We don’t need matching outfits so we could camera whore and get all these comments on Facebook. As cute as that may sound, we don’t have to do any of that. There is nothing we need to prove to anyone because I’m yours and you’re mine. Nevermind all the standards of being a couple, let’s just be together. That’s all that really mattered anyway.

When I say that I want to show you off to the world, its not my intention to make everyone jealous. Its to make them believe that it is possible to find something special when you least expect it. A trust so strong that you don’t need pinky promises to define it since they just know not to tell your secrets. A connection so rare that they become your part time lover and full time friend. A relationship so special that they bring out the best in you. Let’s just be together and leave it at that.

Date who ?

“Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes. She has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve.

Find a girl who reads. You’ll know that she does because she will always have an unread book in her bag.She’s the one lovingly looking over the shelves in the bookstore, the one who quietly cries out when she finds the book she wants. You see the weird chick sniffing the pages of an old book in a second hand book shop? That’s the reader. They can never resist smelling the pages, especially when they are yellow.

She’s the girl reading while waiting in that coffee shop down the street. If you take a peek at her mug, the non-dairy creamer is floating on top because she’s kind of engrossed already. Lost in a world of the author’s making. Sit down. She might give you a glare, as most girls who read do not like to be interrupted. Ask her if she likes the book.

Buy her another cup of coffee.

Let her know what you really think of Murakami. See if she got through the first chapter of Fellowship. Understand that if she says she understood James Joyce’s Ulysses she’s just saying that to sound intelligent. Ask her if she loves Alice or she would like to be Alice.

It’s easy to date a girl who reads. Give her books for her birthday, for Christmas and for anniversaries. Give her the gift of words, in poetry, in song. Give her Neruda, Pound, Sexton, Cummings. Let her know that you understand that words are love. Understand that she knows the difference between books and reality but by god, she’s going to try to make her life a little like her favorite book. It will never be your fault if she does.

She has to give it a shot somehow.

Never ie to her. But if she understands syntax, she will understand your need to lie. Behind words are other things: motivation, value, nuance, dialogue. It will not be the end of the world.

Never fail her. But because a girl who reads, she knows that failure always leads up to the climax. Because girls who understand that all things will come to end. That you can always write a sequel. That you can begin again and again and still be the hero. That life is meant to have a villain or two.

Why be frightened of everything that you are not? Girls who read understand that people, like characters, develop. Except in the Twilightseries.

If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are.

You will propose on a hot air balloon. Or during a rock concert. Or very casually next time she’s sick. Over Skype.

You will smile so hard you will wonder why your heart hasn’t burst and bled out all over your chest yet. You will write the story of your lives, have kids with strange names and even stranger tastes. She will introduce your children to the Cat in the Hat and Aslan, maybe in the same day. You will walk the winters of your old age together and she will recite Keats under her breath while you shake the snow off your boots.

Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.

Or better yet, date a girl who writes.”

—	Rosemary Urquico

*as revised by me.

Ako pa kaya.

 Kasi naman wala ka naman kaibigan sa loob ng pamilya mo. At yung feeling na ipagbabawal nila halos lahat, ay, grabe. Yung di ako pwedeng magpagabi na parang di ako lalaki at di ako 17 yeras old. Na kapag ginagabi ako, kinakausap nila yung kaibigan which is in my part .. nakakahiya.

 Actually, enjoy mo naman ang care and concern pag nasa bahay ka. Pero kung ang aso nga kumakawala kapag nasasakal na eh, kung ang lovebirds nga nalulungkot pag mag-isa lang sa hawla niya, AKO PA KAYA.

 Okay lang ako. Alam ko naman na hindi ko pa kayang maging independent pero wag naman na masyadong mahigpit.

 TEENAGER ako. TEENAGER na ako. Kailangan ko naman maging masaya. Sige na.

TAKAS LANG.

 Yung sitwasyon na magkasama kayo ng kaibigan mo pero di alam ng lola mo kaya ingat na ingat kayo pag lalabas siya ng kwarto. HAHAHA. Eh kasi naman daw umaga na. HAHAHA.

Yung feeling ng tatkbo siya palayo at matatawa ka nalan.

Wait usap muna ulit kami.

Kaya, LOLA .. matulog ka na.  :)))