Sssh.

 I still love you. That’s it. That’s my confession. My deepest secret. And I wouldn’t dare tell a soul. I still love you, I never stopped.

I ended up crying because I can't express what I truly feel.

- will be blogging about this tomorrow. SWEAR.

Minsan. Kahit magulang mo sila, at hindi ka nila ilalagay sa pahamak .. Ang HIRAP nilang INTINDIHIN.

— O talagang tayo lang ang ayaw sila pakinggan ?

Goodnight.

You have to stop expecting. Yes, expecting too much. Why ? Because at the end, you will be only hurting yourself. TOO MUCH.

-- Goodnight. Srsly.

Personality Test. ULI.

Dear Rodmark Gacho, based on test taken, How ambitious you are depends on the height that you answered, which is: top
You try to please everyone, the size of this personality as seen by others is very big.
웃 : You have a complicated personality.
웃 : You have a strong but inflexible personality.
웃 : You are also down-to-earth.
웃 : You are an opportunist.
웃 : Your best friend is the one you need when you are in trouble.

-- a personality test for me. I don't know if it is true.
Hahaha. Sort of.

Still can't sleep.
why, oh why. :))

TRUTH BE TOLD. :))

WHAT WAS YOUR:
 1. Last beverage = iced tea
 2. Last phone call = si Lola.
 3. Last text message = si Micah. :">
 4. Last song you listened to = Empire State of Mind.
 5. Last time you cried = last day. Secret lang natin. :DD

 HAVE YOU EVER:
 6. Dated someone twice = yes.
 7. Been cheated on = Absolutely, Yes.
 8. Kissed someone & regretted it = Yes.
 9. Lost someone special =  Yeah.
 10. Been depressed = Yup. as usual.
 11. Been drunk and threw up = YES! hahaha :))

 FIRST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. blue
13. black
14. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
 15. Made a new friend = Yes. :)
16. Fallen out of love = Oo.
17. Laughed until you cried = always. :))))
 18. Met someone who changed you = not this year. but .. sort of.
 20. Found out someone was talking about you = ye. Hahah.
 21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list = yes. ssssh.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = dunno.
23. How many kids do you want to have =  four or five.
24. Do you have any pets = soon. a fish.
25. Do you want to change your name? = sometimes. :D
26. What did you do for your last birthday = party. eat. shop. party. eat. :))
27. What time did you wake up today = 11:30am. ako na batugan ! Hahaha.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = TUMBLR. Watching Glee. & texting.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = Her. :))
30. Last time you saw your Mother = via cam ? last week. personal ? last year.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change bout your life? = my talents. :(
32. What are you listening to right now = ticking of the clock.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = yes.
35. Most visited webpage = facebook. or TUMBLR.
36. Whats your real name = Allan  Rodmark Basa Gacho
38. Relationship Status = INLOVE. <3
39. Zodiac sign = Virgo
40. Male or female? = MALE
 41. Primary School = Mater Carmeli School
42. Middle School = Ramon Magsaysay High School
43.College = Our lady of Fatima Univerity.
44. Hair colour = black. Yeah !
45. Long or short = as of now, long. :D
46. Height = 5'2. Huhuhu. Bones, grow longer, please.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Hahaha. Yes.
48: What do u like about yourself? = I love the way I communicate. Verbally gifted. :))
49. Piercings = None.
50. Tattoos = none.
51. Righty or lefty = righty :)


FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = don't remember having one.
53. First piercing = maybe. but still none.
54. First best friend= mark paul gaan. :))
55. First sport you joined = marathon. :))
56. First vacation = ba, malay ko. bata pako nun. haha

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating = No
60. Drinking = No.
61. I'm about to = go to sleep.
62. Listening to = my tito's sermon. pfft.
63. Waiting for = everything to be fine.

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = Of course.
65. Get Married? = Big yes.
66. Career? = since I am taking nursing, i maybe a nurse someday. but i would like to be a doctor and many more to mention.


WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = Lips.
68. Hugs or kisses = Kisses !
69. Shorter or taller = TALLER.  which is so not me.
70. Older or Younger = younger.
71. Romantic or spontaneous = spontaneous.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Both ! Hahaha.
73. Sensitive or loud = none. please.
74. Hook-up or relationship = RELATIONSHIP.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = None. err.


HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = No. duh.
77. Drank hard liquor=  Yes. ugh.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Glasses. :((
79. Sex on first date = No. WTH ?
80. Broken someone's heart = i think so. sorry.
81. Had your own heart broken = ALWAYS.
82. Been arrested =  yes. but I was still a kid. I think it is not counted. hahaha.
83. Turned someone down = YES.
84. Cried when someone died = Not that hard.
85. Fallen for a friend = Umm. HAHAHAHHAHA.


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = srsly. No. Only in my imagination.
87. Miracles = Yeah. I still do.
88. Love at first sight = Crush lang. :))
89. Heaven = Yes ! I want to go there.
90. Santa Claus = so childish. but of course, when I was still a kid.
91. Kiss on the first date = Yes. Want one.
92. Angels = Yes. yes.


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
 94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = Yes. :))
 95. Did you sing today? = Noddin' my head like Yeah !
 96. Ever cheated on somebody?= Yes. :))
 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? = Far till the dawn of the dinosaurs. :))
 98. If you could pick a day from last year and repeat it, what would it be? = everything.
 99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = Yes.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Okay.

-- Goodnight.

Okay ? Di Okay.

-- pag nag aral kang mabuti, gumagawa ka ng Alibi kasi naglalakwatsa ka lang. Pero pag naglalakwatsa ka, wala ka nang ginawa sa buhay mo na maganda.

Ergo, kahit anong gawin mo, Wala kang KWENTA. 

 Salamat sa inyo Mama. Naiinspire ako.

 Magmumura muna ako. 

 ********* naman yan.

 Sorry ah. :)