Waiting;

For you, because I know you’re worth it. I know you may not think it, but to me, you really are. I don’t care what others say that you may be this or that, because to me, none of it is true. They don’t know you like I do. They haven’t been through all those things like you and I did. You know, I’m amazed, because through all the things we’ve been through, you stayed by my side. You were always there for me. Through all the bullshit that occurred in both of our lives, you always cared about me. You still loved me even if I gave you a hard time. You always did your best to keep me happy. I understand everything that happened between us that caused both good and bad times must’ve happened for a reason. I want to take this time to get stronger. I always stuck to the promises, I know I’ve never broken any of them before. Remember the night when you cried to me and said that you were afraid that one day I’d just go off and leave you or find someone else. Remember when I promised you that I’d never leave your side and that you’ll always be the one I truly love. Well, it’s been about 4 months now, look where we are now, I still kept the promise, because you’re still the only one in my heart. But you know, it’s sad. Because you’re no longer by my side anymore and yeah .. it hurts. It hurts me deeply inside. You were someone who always kept me happy, always kept this dorky smile upon my face. Seeing you walk off just hurts. But I understand why you had to, even if going away hurts the both of us .. There were so many memories that meant so much to me. But you see, I want to create new memories with you. I made up my mind. Even if I’m dying inside, even if the pain overwhelms me at times, I’ve decided to wait for you. I don’t want anyone else to take your place, so I’ll just keep you right there in a special place in my heart. And one more thing, let me just say, I miss you. I love you.