Move-on ka na dapat.

EX-GIRLFRIEND: Pinilit kong kalimutan ka. Maghanap ng katulad mo. Pero wala. Wala talaga akong nahanap. Ikaw pa rin talaga.
BOY: (speechless)

Kasi naman dapat matagal mo nang kinalimutan. Dapat hindi mo na iniisip. Dapat matagal mo nang baon sa limot ang lahat ng iyon.

Pero ito ka, mukhang tanga. Kaunting text lang niya, nagrereply ka. Kaunting tawag lang, sinasagot mo na. Kaunting request lang, okay lang sa iyo. O kaya naman akala mo ayaw mo na, pero pag namimiss mo din naman pala. Yung feeling na galit ka sa ginawa niya pero hindi mo alam kung masaya ka kapag nandyan siya. Alam mo matagal nang tapos ang lahat. Pero onting ngiti niya lang, kinikilig ka na uli. Kaunting gestures mo lang, hindi mo na alam ang gagawin. “HINDI. HINDI. WAG. WAG.”, yun na lang ang pinapasok mo sa isip mo.

Hindi mo alam kung ayaw mo na sa kanya o gustong-gusto mo na siyang bumalik sa buhay mo

Our Yesterdays will remain as Memories.

Ugh. Had a hard day. But everything ended so well.
I want to do something enjoyable besides going to school.
Will someone beat my boredom and make a memory. Srsly !


BTW, Yesterday is a major issue.
I really tried to fix everything. But nothing really worked.
Actually She did. I said NO. She wants me to realize things.
Me too. I missed HER so much. Now, it's her turn to MISS me. :)
I guess, everything is not meant to be, but everything is worth a try.


That really ended my day and I am so F****D up. Because you just can't blew off someone and push that someone so far and ending up that you want them back in your life. Sometimes, you just have to hold on to your memories because that's the only place where it everything can happen over and over again. Yeah, I want that thing back but things have changed for me. Nothing is permanent said the old quote. Yeah, Nakakasawa. I want to love someone FOREVER but I just can't love if I can't trust. I'm getting so dramatic. So tired of dramas. A decision will hurt but you know it would be for your best. Or would it be ? Things will end up fine for sure. I should MOVE ON. That will make me optimistic than ever.


Goodnight guys && Sweetest Dreams. :)




P.S. : Srsly, I could really use a wish right now. I just wanna shout. Call her name and hug her tight. I think I will have a hard time erasing those out of my head. Unless a better memory has taken it's place. :)


LSS: Broken Strings -- James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado. :)