Pansinin mo naman ako.

Yung mga taong hindi ka mapansin-pansin.

• Kasi busy sila sa pag-aaral
• Kasi priority nila ang pamilya
• Kasi friends lang nila enough na
• Kasi bulag naman pala siya
• Kasi manhid siya
• Kasi busy siyang nagpapansin sa iba.
• Kasi hindi ka naman pala kapansin-pansin
• Kasi hindi ka naman nagpapapansin
• Kasi meron nang kumukuha ng atensyon niya

Yun lang. Yung tipong hanggang close friends na lang kayo. O kaya naman in a relationship na siya. Yung lahat na ng motibo ginawa mo na pero mabait ka lang talaga sa paningin niya.

Ang kulang na lang talaga ay sabihin mo. Kaso hindi pwede. O kaso hindi mo kaya.

Ang pagmamahal ko sa iyo ay parang SAMPAGUITA.

PILIT NA NGANG INAALOK, TINATANGGIHAN PA DIN.

Nothing lasts.

Have you ever had late night phone calls/texts every night? Then all of a sudden, something/someone ends up changing, because either someone is too busy, gave up on each other, or maybe found someone else better? You then later lay there in bed thinking what you have done wrong for them to leave or how it would have been if nothing changed. Once you close your eyes, a bunch of memories and scenarios start to hit you, but you try to find that one memory/scenario to sleep to. You found it, you think about it even more, and once you fall asleep, you start to hear your phone ring. But that wasn’t you’re phone. That was you, wanting and needed him/her to call/text you again.That was you, needing their presence, their scent, their love next to you again.At this point, all you can do now is face the fact that everything has changed, and nothing ever lasts for the amount of time as you want it to. Thinking that you would have done anything to get that person to even say “Hello.” to you is now impossible, because after everything that you guys have dealt with to get to this stage, you can’t take back. Even if you guys made up, or some how do say “Hello.” to one another, nothing will be like before. This cycle continues. People come into your life as strangers, then friends, then lovers, which leads to being enemies, and it starts over. Now all you can do now is face the fact that everything has changed, and nothing ever lasts for the amount of time as you want it to.

SIYA DIN BA ?

: Magtatagalog na muna ako.

Napagtanto ko din ito.

Di ko din naisip ito.

masaya ako.

masaya siya.

Kaso, di lang ako ang

may kapasidad na mapasaya siya.

Paano pag nagsawa na siya ?

Oo. Gusto ko siyang

makasama.

Siguro, HABANGBUHAY.

Ang tanong nga lang,

GUSTO din ba NIYA ?

Sorry.

Di ko masagot eh.

Pakiramdam ko,

ang labu-labo ng buhay ko.

LINAWIN NAMAN NATIN.

Para atleast, di ako 

mukhang tanga. At di ka

nagmumukahng isang MALAKING PAASA.

Mas okay na ito.

Kaysa naman tayo ang tumorture sa sarili natin.

MASAKIT, Oo.

Pero feel the pain until it hurts no more.

Wow.

Parang kaya ko eh no.

Kaya yan.

Sorry. Kung

mabasa mo man ito. Mabasa

man ito ng iba at sabihin sa iyo.

Mabasa man nila at pagalitan nila ako.

Mabasa man nila at wala na silang pagsasabihan.

Natatakot lang ako.

PROMISE.

Di ko lang alam

kung sa dahilan na nalalaglag ako

at alam ko walang sasalo o kumapit ako at

sa bandang huli, magsisi ako.

Ayoko maging ASSUMING.

Ayoko din maging duwag,.

Pero siguro, kung masaya naman ako,

O ikaw, siguro TAYO sa ganito ..

HANGGANG GANITO na lang muna tayo.

kahit anuman ang 

maging resulta nito ..

Nawa'y maging MASAYA pa rin TAYO.

HABANGBUHAY. 

Goodnight. //