Please be normal.

Gusto ko bumalik sa normal ang lahat.

Yung parang katulad na dati. Pero hindi naman ako nageexpect. Oo things will be never the same agaian pero siguro naman kahit kaunti meron babalik dba ? Kahit naman hindi lahat atleast meron.

Yun lang yung masakit. Mamiss mo yung mga bagay na yun. Na dapat hindi. Na dapat nagmomove on ka na. Kaso wala ka naman magawa. Mas masaya nga naman ang dati kaysa sa mga bagay na nararanasan mo noon. Minsan, iisipin mo sana bata ka na lang uli. Para walang problema. Para mas masaya. Pero ano nga naman ang thrill ng isang buhay pag walang problema. Parang isang movie na wala man lang kontrabida. yung tipong pasayaw-sayaw langs siya sa saya asabuong palabas. Ugh. Korny na, boring pa.

Anyway, things happen for a reason. It may be stormy now but it can't rain forever. Gaganda din yan. Siguro hindi nga katulad ng dati. We really have to wake up in the reality that nothing's permanent in this world but change. 


Hindi nga katulad ng dati. But why settle for less ? Malay mo, mas masaya na at mas maganda. BETTER PA PALA KAYSA SA DATI.

Nothing lasts.

Have you ever had late night phone calls/texts every night? Then all of a sudden, something/someone ends up changing, because either someone is too busy, gave up on each other, or maybe found someone else better? You then later lay there in bed thinking what you have done wrong for them to leave or how it would have been if nothing changed. Once you close your eyes, a bunch of memories and scenarios start to hit you, but you try to find that one memory/scenario to sleep to. You found it, you think about it even more, and once you fall asleep, you start to hear your phone ring. But that wasn’t you’re phone. That was you, wanting and needed him/her to call/text you again.That was you, needing their presence, their scent, their love next to you again.At this point, all you can do now is face the fact that everything has changed, and nothing ever lasts for the amount of time as you want it to. Thinking that you would have done anything to get that person to even say “Hello.” to you is now impossible, because after everything that you guys have dealt with to get to this stage, you can’t take back. Even if you guys made up, or some how do say “Hello.” to one another, nothing will be like before. This cycle continues. People come into your life as strangers, then friends, then lovers, which leads to being enemies, and it starts over. Now all you can do now is face the fact that everything has changed, and nothing ever lasts for the amount of time as you want it to.

Like We Used To.

 Like We Used To -- A Rocket to the Moon.

 : This.
 And Yesterday.
 Just Yesterday.
 WOW.

Does he watch your favorite movies?
Does he hold you when you cry? 
Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts
When you've seen it a million times?
Does he sing to all your music
While you dance to Purple Rain?
Does he do all these things
Like I used to?

 Longing ? Whatever.

 Okay.
 Too much Nostalgia.
 *sigh*.

Will he love you like I loved you?
Will he tell you every day?
Will he make you make you feel like you're invincible
With every word he'll say?
Can you promise me if this was right,
Don't throw this all away?
Can you do all these things?
Will you do all these things
Like we used to?

Goodnight. Srsly. :]