Yung open book na nga ang exam mo, nagrereview ka pa.

Napressure ka lang kasi.

Busy.

Darating talaga sa point na wala ka nang gagawin kundi maging busy. Namamalayan mo man o hindi pero nagiging hardworking ka na pala. Pwedeng dahil sa pressure, kailangan lang sa ngayon o sadyang inborn ka na. Ang problema lang kapag ikaw yung tipong once in a blue moon lang sipagin.

Kaya pag bigla mong narealize na nagiging busy ka na, ituloy-tuloy mo lang. Aasenso ka niyan. Basta positive yang pinagkakabusyhan mo ah

PROCASTINAAAAAAAAAAATION.

Wala na talaga akong nareview.

Ang hirap pala pag kaharap mo ang computer o kadikit na ng buhay mo ang Tumblr. Yung mga oras na imbis na nakakapag-aral ka, yung mga oras na imbis na nakakapagmemorize ka, yung mga oras na imbis may dapat na tinatandaan ka at yung mga oras na imbis na may natutuntunan ka na ay napupunta lang sa kakainternet mo.

Ewan. Bakit nga ba mas nakakaenganyo magcomputer kapag Exam Week no ? Siguro naghahanap ang utak ng isang paraan para mawala yung stress na nararamdaman mo. Pero gayunpaman, hindi pa rin maganda yung result. Nasasanay ka kasi sa PROCASTINATION.

Imbis na nagiging productive ka sa ilang bagay ay naaksaya mo yung oras mo. Wala   kang time management. Yung mga bagay na dapat nagawa mo na ngayon ay ipagpapabukas mo na lang kaya yung gawain mo kahapon, ngayon at bukas ay magtatambak ng magtatambak.

Sa dulo, ikaw din ang lugi. Ikaw din ang mahihirapan.

BOTTOMLINE. WALA NA TALAGA AKONG NAREVIEW

Yung walang kasaing sarap na feeling na natapos mo ang case study mo.

Natapos ko dn itype ang aking case study and process recording.

Yung akala mo hindi na matatapos. Natapos din. Sabi na eh. Onting tiyaga lang yan. Wala na akong ittype. Bukas, iprprint ko na lang lahat at ipaparing-bind ko ng Pink (eeew, pink) na cover. Pink kasi ang napagpanalunan sa JakEnPoy. Sayang hindi blue. Para narin akong nagtratrabaho sa oras na gising ako. Taas nadin ng kuryenta, malamang.

Pero ang bottomline is. NATAPOS KO DIN. Thank you Lord.

5am na. Kailangan ko na matulog. May sasamahan pa ako sana magpuyat pero mukhang di ko na kakayanin. Manunuod pa sana ako ng glee pero hindi ko na yun maiinitidihan. Babawiin ko na lahat ng lakas ko no ! WOOOO. Mahaba-habnag pahinga. HAHAHHA.

Nag-aalarm na ang cellphone ko. Supposedly, I should be asleep. Pero matutulog pa lang ako. Kaya, Goodnight na. Wew. Sarap lang talaga ng feeling. Kahit na gutom. KAYA YAN.

Sabi na eh, tiis-tiis lang. Kaya, bring it on.

stuDYING.

Eh yung 4 days straight ng puyat ?

AKO YUN.

Puro kasi case study. Ang daming kailangan isipin. Ang daming kailangan gawin. Ang daming kailangan i-analyze. Nakakalugaw ng utak ang maging nursing student. Isa pa, nakakahiya naman kasi case study ginagawa niyo. Alangan naman na magpasa ka lang ng 5 pages dun. Ang kailangan madibdibang pag-aaral talaga. Masusing pag-aaral. Marubdob na pagaanalisa. Ano pa ?! Lahat na. 

Friday na pasahan nito. Process recording na lang naman ang kulang. Yuung tipong isusulat niyo lahat ng napag-usapan niyo ni patient. And malamang, maalala mo yun. 4 days yun at nasa kalahatian pa lang ako. UGH. Kaya yan.

Dagdag pa ang daming household chores bukas. Na kailangan na ito iprint at iring bind at kung anu-ano pa. Natotoxic ako. First time ko lang kasi magindividual. Challenging nga naman talaga. :))))

Isama ang nagchillax ng 2 araw kakaMOVIE MARATHON.

Hahaha. Pahinga at its fullest ako kasama ng butihing barkada na dito pa talaga natulog. They shall not be named for their privacy & safety. :)))))

Ngayon, back to work uli. Nasum-up ko ung week ko. Hahaha. Puro lang naman din kasi ganito. Haaaaay. Buhay estudyante nga naman talaga.

Tiis-tiis lang.

Why Study for Exams ? Haha.

Yeah So right .

But tonight, I need to . I have a lot to review about Health Assessment. Hahah . I have to pass ! I don’t want to repeat my Summer Classes. And it would be embarrassing if i would repeat it. Hahaha . For me and for those around. :D

But today, I had a great day . Paseo . Campaign for Bro. Eddie. And of course,with KKB's on the side, we reminisced our good old jokes. It's fun. This is one of the many reasons why I go and join them whenever they campaign. I just can't miss out the fun. Too bad, no pictures. I really wish I have my own camera. :) And I really have this reason to go home early and abandon those worthless classmates. And Yeah, my classmates are nonsense, literally.

It rained. That's good. I got sleepy. I got to eat delicious food and I'm assigned. It is a hard work, though. Yet I feel so proud. Haha . This is for my country. For my future.

And as of my exam today. Ugh. No NSTP. Haha. CWTS, i mean. And I am nervous for the results of my Biochemistry. I know i just shaded those letters. I panicked i was paranoid. But I know i have enough wisdom. Hoo. I know I'll get high grades. I claim that ! Haha. BY FAITH !

Hmm. What else. Haha . I have to review about Health Assessment which is 5 topics long and with so much to memorize. I can still do it ! I know ! I believe. :D

I want to enjoy this day, I want to come with Mads to watch a contest, everybody else said NO. Aww. Such a killjoy. Cause they know I still have classes and it will be too late for me. Ugh. In short, it is because of my STUDIES. Darn it !

Haha . I will have that vacation for sure ! When the right time comes. But for now, I will review and show the world how smart, intelligent and clever I am. Haha . That is how I deal with much of my Self-esteem but that's not too much. I'm a little bit of a shy-type. Haha. Believe it or not.

So long guys, Goodnight guys.

Sweetest Dreams. :)

Pray for us. Hoo. I am soooo NERVOUS.

Like .. WAAAAAAAAAH !

Sleep tight. :D