Buti pa magulong sulat, pilit na iniintindi.

— Eh ako.

Goodnight.

— Sobrang wala sa mood these past few days. Baka bukas nalan. Goodnight.

A Man in Love.

We boys don’t get butterflies, we get fireworks. We don’t have you on our mind 24/7, but we do have you on our hearts. Often, yes we wait for you to go online, sometimes simply even just being online makes our heart skip a beat, even if we don’t talk. Whenever you talk to us, our face forms that half-smile; it means we are happy but are trying our hardest to not show it, and fail at hiding it. We do miss you all the time; granted, we’d spend all our time with you if possible. We don’t think of the smallest things you say, we think of every word you say, panicking at every single word, trying to define what it really means, to read between the lines. But wait there’s more.

We would love you in a million ways. And once we start loving you there is no going back for us. No matter how hard we try we will always love a girl that has touched us. Us boys when in love will think of that girl first thing in the morning, and think of that girl last before we sleep at night. Whenever we see a couple, our thoughts immediately jump to that girl, and imagine that the couple was us. Every single detail about her is loved; the way she walks, talks, speaks. The sound of her voice. Her laughter. The sparkle in her eyes. Her shy smile. The way she dresses. That cute face she makes when she’s asleep. And the way she says our name that our hearts just explode with mirth, a simple act that no-one else can replicate.

A boy in love with a girl is no simple thing, though ladies stereotype us guys as simple. A man in love is not simple. No. He will be unpredictable. He will be persistent, stubborn, and given the circumstances, if it means carrying you from one side of the world to the other to win your heart, a man in love would. He will be a martyr, giving his all and asking for almost none. He will show you how to appreciate the beauty of the world in a thousand ways, and then he will tell you how much he appreciates your beauty in a million ways.

A man in love is no simple thing.

Make Time

“We are therefore Christ’s ambassadors, as though God were making His appeal through us” (2 Corinthians 5:20, NIV).

It’s interesting that many of the miracles Jesus performed weren’t planned or scheduled. Oftentimes, they happened when He was interrupted.

Walking down the street, a blind man hollered out, “Jesus! Have mercy! Come over and heal me!” Jesus didn’t say, “Don’t you know I’m the Son of God? I’m important. I’ve got a lot to do.” No, Jesus stopped what He was doing, went out of His way, and healed the man. Jesus was willing to be inconvenienced to help other people in need.

We have to remember that as believers, we are the hands and feet of Jesus in the earth. We are His ambassadors. We may have a lot on our “to do” lists, but we have to be willing to make time for the people God has placed in our lives. That means not only your friends and family, but people you encounter on a daily basis. Today, keep your heart and mind open because God wants to do something in and through you when you choose to make time for Him.

BENEFITS OF SMILING:

A cheefrul look brings joy to the heart, and good news gives health to the bones.
——-Proverbs 15:30 (New International Version)

BENEFITS OF SMILING:

1. Smiling changes our moods Next time you are feeling down, try putting on a smile. There’s a good chance your mood will change for the better. Smiling can trick the body into helping you change your mood.

2. Smiling Is Contagious When someone is smiling they lighten up the room, change the moods of others, and make things happier. A smiling person brings happiness with them. Smile lots and you will draw people to you.

3. Smiling Relieves Stress Stress can really show up in our faces. Smiling helps to prevent us from looking tired, worn down, and overwhelmed. When you are stressed, take time to put on a smile. The stress should be reduced and you’ll be better able to take action.

4. Smiling Boosts Your Immune System Smiling helps the immune system to work better. When you smile, immune function improves possibly because you are more relaxed. Prevent the flu and colds by smiling.

5. Smiling Releases Endorphins, Natural Pain Killers and Serotonin Studies have shown that smiling releases endorphins, natural pain killers, and serotonin. Together these three make us feel good. Smiling is a natural drug.

#. 9033.

“The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just have to figure out who is worth the pain.”

—	Mrs. Niña Argallon.

NaGV & naBV.

Gumood Vibes naman ako.

 Hindi naman ako laging badtrip na nagmumukha na akong matanda. Sumaya naman ang araw ko. I still manage to make myself laugh kahit na andami kong problema. Ganoon lang ako kamasiyahin.

 Simula na ng COnquest namin. Mission is to pray for a Youth. Kaso dailed ako dahil sa extended lecture & natraffic na uwian. Nareject pa ako ng sarili kong kaibigan. Saya dba ? Anyway, wala naman bagay na madali lalo na kapag para kay Lord. Di na din ako nakapagconquest with Mads & Billy kasi nga anong oras na.

 Sa school, BV kasi walang dorm pero overall masaya. HAHAH. School is soooo nakakaantok. Ilang beses ako nakatulog. Pero di yun ang point. Naenjoy ko naman ang learning. You know why ? Kasi kasama ko ang mga barkada ko. 

 NaBBV lang uli pag naalala yung Church incident. Nasobrahan lang kasi sa harutan at nagkaiyakan. Outcome ? Walang kapatawarang kasalanan. Anyway, MOVE ON.

 Ano pa ba ? Wala na e. Still waiting every night na sana umulan. GV yun para sa akin. Malamig & masarap sa pakiramdam. Tingin ko inaantok na ako. Inaantok na din kasi si Meh. May problema pa siya na kailangan malutas e.

 So ayun, goodnight. :)

Day 14.

Day 14 - A picture of your favorite fast food place.

MCDONALDS. Yeah, we love to eat here. My barkada spend would hours talking inside this fast food chain. We’d just order fries or sundae or their McSavers. Then we would be laughing our whole day off. Most of my most memorable events happened inside this store or with their productds. MCDONALDS ? I’m lovin’ it. <33

P.S. : I'm skipping Day 13. And that's what you call, Bitterness.

# 9030.

“Hindi mo kailanman magigising ang isang taong nagtutulog - tulugan.”

OA langs.

 Naasar lang ako.

 Patuloy na nagtataka na kung bakit may may mga tao na sobrang sensitive.Masaktan mo lang, nag-iiyak na. Masabihan mo lang, nag-iinarte na. And they’l just leave other hanging kung bakit. Yung iba obvious naman ang dahilan but why overreact ?

 Yung parang nagbibiruan naman kayo. Tapos kapag nagksakitan na, wala na lahat ng pinagsamahan niyo. Edi sana sinimulan mo ng seryoso. Or mag-aasaran kayo, tapos magkakapikunan. Edi sana sinabi nalang na tumigil nun una palang. O kaya maghaharutan, kapag nasobrahan, magiiyakan. Yung tipong di mo alam kung childish ba na ewan.

 Tapos hirap na hirap pa magpatawad. Pss. Ang arteng tunay. Edi sana sa umpisa pa lang pinigil mo na. Sana nagumpisa ka nalang ng seryoso. Sana hindi mo na hinintay na umabot sa ganon. Sana hindi mo na inantay mag WORSEN. Para di humahantong sa ganoon. Kasi we all swallow our pride to some serious matters pero why sometimes yung tao naman na pinagbababaan natin ang lalong tumataas. Siguro, narealize nila na they would still win. Alam mo yung di mo alam kung maPRIDE na mayabang na hindi mo alam.

 Sobrang sensitive. Na kaya nilang mabuhay ng wala ka.

 Napakabalat sibuyas. Na iiyakin mo na’t lahat lahat. Wala pa din. Na susukuan mo nalang. Kasi di mo alam kung maasar ko o mapapgod ka. Pero minsan, it is just plain tiring. NAKAKAPAGOD. Kung wala, di mo naman mapipilit ang ayaw. Baka gumusto. Ikaw nalang ang umalis, mag give up. Malay mo, malay mo lang ah, marealize nila ang importansya mo sa buhay nila. Pero if not, you know where to stand.

 Di mo nga naman mapipilit magising ang taong nagtutulog-tulugan.

 So minsan, move on. Gagalaw pa din naman ang buhay kahit wala sila. Aminadong may kulang kaso di ka naman pwede magmukmok. You smile, you walk proud. Nagsorry ka na e. You’ve done a lot of trying. Ang response nalang naman e. Pag wala, edi wala. 

 People come and go. Ganon ang buhay e.

Pss.

NABURA KO YUNG DAPAT NA IPOPOST KO. KASO DI AKO MAKAPAGMURA.

ASHAKJSHAKSHKAHSKAHSKAABSASKL.

Alalahanin ko lang.

Yung pakiramdam na sobrang lungkot mo wala ka nang tumatalab sa iyo na pampasaya.

— Manhid na ?!

Sundays.

 Yung feeling na naiiyak ka na sa lungkot at di mo alam ang gagawin mo. Tapos may kakausap sa  iyo, kunwari okay ka lang.

 E ganon talaga e. Alam mo yung pakiramdam na mas madaling ngumiti, kaysa ipaliwanag kung bakit ka malungkot. Mas madaling tumawa kaysa naman sabihin kung bakit di ka makangiti. Mas madaling maging okay kaysa ipakita mo na mahina ka.

 At one point parin kasi sa buhay natin kahit gaano pa tayo magpretend na tayo ay isang superhuman, we still break down and cry. Yung iba sanay na hindi umiiyak, yung ipon ipon lang. Kumbaga, “Tear-coin-bank” daw. Pero may iba naman talagang lahat idadaan sa iyak. Kung hahagulgol, hahagulgol siya.Pero ang point, hindi sign ng kahinaan ang pag-iyak, it is a sign of endurance.Sige lang, iyak mo muna, tas okay lang.

 Hindi ko tuloy matuloy yung Day 13. A picture with your bestfriends. Madam kasi sila pero gusto kumpleto. I mean, wala lang. Ba’t nga ba nasali ito ? LOL.Kasi lahat naman tayo may kryptonite. There’s this one thing a kahit anong mangyari, ito lang yung bagay na nagpapahina sa atin. Mapabagay, lugar, pangyayari o tao. Yung tipong inaalala mo pa lang, wasak na yung araw mo.

 Minsan, kahit gaano tayo kalakas, nanghihina din tayo. Sabi nga dba,Everyone needs help, even Spiderman. So gaano ka man kalakas, you just need someone to encourage you. At isa pa, tuloy-tuloy lang. 

 Keep moving forward. Ang pagmove on ay isang choice. 

 Heto na naman ako, nililibang ko lang yung sarili ko. Hayaan na natin, araw nga lumilipas e, yung nararamdaman pa kaya. Mawawala din yan. Kaso nga lang, oo, nagiiwan ng marka. 

Yung feeling na naiiyak ka na sa lungkot , kasi hindi mo na alam ang gagawin mo. tapos my kakausap sayo, at kunwari ok ka lang.

 -- As usual.

Sunday bukas.

— For tomorrow’s Sunday. Goodnight ! :)

Everyone needs someone to talk to.

Just be there when someone feels lonely.

 You may not give an advice. You may not give reactions. You may not give an ice cream for feelings to get better. You may not give jokes to laugh off the situation. But being there when it matters, is all that matters.

Just be there. Sit beside that someone. Just listen. Then give a hug.

That’s it. It’s what comforting does. It spreads love. Making sure that someone who is very depressed and feels like the whole world is crashing down needs to be cheered. To be spirit-lifted. To feel that someone still cares and loves. And the world is not going to end. That we still have sunrises when we sunsets. And letting go means having something better. That goodbyes lead to new hellos. And endings are start of new beginnings. That when a door closes a window opens.

Just be there. And help someone take a step to move on. And SMILE.

Because happiness is contagious. That optimism is still a better idea. That smiling triggers happy chemicals from the brain to the body. That you are always ready to cheer someone up. To make someone feel that they’re on top of the world. That together you’ll stand. To encourage them that they’ve got so far. To never give them the options to surrender. For them to never give up. That they shape their life all they have to do is to be firm and face the world. That all they have to do is to keep holding on.

Just be there. Be by their side. And make someone feel that they’re not alone.

Day 12.

Day 12 -A picture of your favorite celebrity/ celebrities

TOM CRUISE & ANGELINA JOLIE. Do I really have to explain ? They’re just great. They portray roles better than anyone else. I mean they’re just the bes

Buti pa falling rain, sinsasalo ng lupa.

— Eh ako.

Sasagot pa.

-- Hindi nga based on true-to-life events dba ? Bakit ako na naman ? HAHAHA. 

Bigla akong natuwa nung umulan ng malakas.

— Bakit kaya ?

Malamig o Cold ?

 Magkaiba pala ang sentences na ito:

#1: Wala ka na naman sa tabi ko. Ang lamig.

#2: Wala ka na naman sa tabi ko. Ang cold.

Di nga ? Magkaiba ? Napagtanto ko lang.

 ANG LAMIG. Kumbaga, outer coldness. Yung nararamdaman mo yung lamig ng hangin, lamig ng ulan, lamig ng tubig, lamig ng yelo, lamig ng aircon, lamig ng paligid mo. External environment. At ito yung lamig na magkumot ka lang mawawala na. Yung lamig na pwede mong inuman ng kape. O yung lamig na pwede mong patayin yung electric fan mo o aircon mo. Alamin mo lang yung pinanggalingan ng lamig kasi nalalaman mo naman agad dahilsa sensory neurons mo. Eliminate mo, Okay na. Yung lamig na napakadaling solusyunan. Na after nun, okay na uli ang body system mo.

 ANG COLD. Yung tipong alam mong may ibig sabihin. Yung sentence na alam mong may pinaghuhugutan. Yung sentence na kapag sinabi mabigat. Cold kasi, may hindi ka ipinararamdam. Cold kasi, may hindi siya maramdaman. Kasi may ayaw ka nang iparamdam. Kasi huminto ka na. Nagsawa o napagod o nagpahinga. Ewan. Ganon ang coldness. In short, coldness ay sa isang relasyon. Yung pakiramdam na unti-unti na kayong lumalayo. Or kung anuman ang dahilan na kung bakit nawalan na kayo ng gana sa isa’t isa. Yuung coldness na hindi madadaan sa simpleng jacket. Siguro sa hugs pwede pa. Kaso di rin yun sapat. Ito yung coldness na higit pa sa spark yung kailangan marevive. Na talagang eeffortan mo, mabalik lang ang lahat sa dati. At yung coldness, na idadamay yung buong buhay mo dahil sa depresyon. Yung coldness, na mahirap solusyunan kapag kumalat na. Kaya, habang maaga, whenever you feel cold, work it out. Wag mo hayaang dumating sa Ice Age ang relasyon niyo.

 Or siguro, mahilig lang ako maglagay ng meaning sa mga sentence. Double-meaning ba. Lagi naman kasi depende sa pagtanggap ng isang tao yun e. Kung maganda ang pagtanggap, maganda ang meaning, pag pangit, edi malamang pangit. Pero be sensitive pa rin. Hindi porket wala siyang sinasabi e wala na. Learn to feel. Hindi lahat ng nararamdaman kailangan sabihin. At hindi lahat ng nararamdaman nasasabi. Sometimes, words aren’t enough to express what we really feel.

 Malamig lang kasi kaya ganito ako. Not based on true-to-life events. Seryoso. Umuulan lang kasi e. :D

Yung pakiramdam na sa wakas nagsuspend din ng klase sa College.

— OHA ! Nakonsensya din ang school ko. :)))

Yung pakiramdam na pumasok ka tapos biglang nasuspend ang classes.

— Di nga ? BASTUSAN ?!

Namimiss mo ?

 Edi effort.

 Barakada ko kasi, reklamo ng reklamo na namimiss niya na. Nakaupo lang naman siya sa isang tabi. Minsan kasi, hanggang salita lang tayo. Namimiss natin kaso puro reklamo lang tayo. Kumbaga, hanggang salita lang. At wag kang maghihintay kung ikaw pa ang gagawa ng effort o siya. You just make the most of your time. Magkano lang naman ang text e. Kung mayaman ka, tawagan mo. Kapag OL ka, i-message mo. Or kung ma-effort kang talaga, puntahan mo. Malapit man o malayo.

 Lalaki din ako. Ang problema kasi minsan pride o katamaran. It is always the effort that counts. Ang mahalaga you grab every opportunity to tell her you love her. Na masabi mo na namimiss mo. Every way to make her smile. Para at least, di na siya magahahanap ng iba. Ikaw lang, SAPAT na at HIGIT pa.

Kapag namimiss mo, make every effort na malaman niya. Never take things for granted. Kasi nga naman, dumadating talaga sa time na huli na ang lahat.

College ? May pasok ?! WATERPROOF kami ?! WATERPROOF kami ?!

— asar. Preschool to Highschool lang. May favoritism ?

Matulog na.

 Matutulog na nga ako.

 Pinapatulog na ako ni Lola. Ala-una na daw kahit Alas-onse y medya pa lang. Alam niyo na kug bakit ako nalalate ? HAHAHA. Saka kailangan ko din matulog na maaga. Kahiot ngayon lang kasi kailangan ko magising ng maaga bukas. SKills lab yun e. Report daw 15 minutes before duty time. So, kailangan daw matulog ng maaga.

 Okay na rin yung tapos na yung ulan. Mas mainamn na yun kasi mamaya hindi na naman ako magising dahil mas gugustuhin ko pa matulog kesa makinig sa boses ng nakakayamot kong professor. Pero, malamig pa din. HAHAHA. Soundtrip na nga lang e.

 So, ayun. Madami nang nagpapatulog sa akin. Goodnight, amigos. ;)

Music.

— ‘Cause our music determines who we really are.

#5005. The feeling when you and your bestfriend fixed every misunderstanding before the day ends.

Day 11.

Day 11 - A picture of your favorite animal.

GIRAFFE. I don’t know why. It is just I’m fascinated with giraffes since I was kid. It is the one of the animals that I am excited to see whenever we visit the zoo. They’re just the tallest animals in the world which is also my dream — just to be tall too. LOL. I’d choose an Anaconda since they are powerful but a giraffe reminds me of how I used to be. Of what kid am I. I still love this animal !

Tss. Nakapagblog din.

Wala akong mablog.

 Tigang ang utak ko ngayon. Ewan, walang pumapasok sa akin. Hay. Ilang araw na akong ganito. Gusto ko ng bumalik sa right track yung buhay ko. Yung tipong punong-puno ng energy. 

 May emptiness lang ako na kailangan mapuno. Ilang araw na din umuulan. Ilang araw na din akong depressed. Kumabaga, damay na damay yung nararamdaman ko sa panahon. Sabi ko sa inyo e, may seasonal mood disorder ako. HAHAH. Isa pa, kahit maaraw basta nakaramdam ako ng kakaibang antok, siyempre yung di kasama yung antok, ibig sabihin nun uulan. HAHA. Kakaibang pakiramdam.

 I always feel that I am attached to weather. Whether sunny, rainy or whatever. Wala lang. Currently, inaaliw ko ang aking sarili sa mga songs. Nothing better than to listen to songs that define what you really feel.

 That’s all. Nakapagblog din. :D

#hello #blogs

Goodnight.

—  Getting sleepy now. Hope it rains. 

Music = Life.

 Teens get more depressed while listening to music.

 Hindi din. Depende din sa music na pinapakinggan mo. Kaya nga may iba’t ibang genre ng kanta e. Para makapili ka ng mga kantang soothing sa tenga mo. Para nafifilter mo yung mga kantang papasok sa utak mo.

1. Depressing - ito yung mga kantang mapapa “Let’s not bring the past back anymore” ang drama mo, Yung tipong ang dami mong maalala. Tapos malulungkot kasi hindi mo alam kung mauulit pa yun. Tapos EMO ka na naman. O kaya maalala mo na naman ang dahilan kung bakit ka SINGLE o kung bakit kayo nag-away. O kung bakit ka heart broken. O kaya bakit malungkot ka na naman. Depressing nga e. Edi iwasan mo. 
2. Happy - ito yung kabaliktaran ng depressing. LOL. I mean, ito dapat yung mga kantang pinakikinggan mo. Hindi yung nagrereminisce ka. Malungkot ka na nga, nagpapalungkot ka. Dapat “I’ve got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine” ka. Kumbaga anuman ang mangyari, keep on smiling lang. Kaya mo yan. Kung nakakahawa ang kalungkutan, mas nakakahawa ang kasiyahan. Maging masaya ka lang.
3. Rock N’ Roll - yung mga kantang mapapahead bang. O yung mapapagrowl ka o mapapasigaw ng “My heart it beats, beats for only uo, my heart is yours”. Yung tipong maky suppressed feelings na hindi mo masabi ng maayos kaya sinisgaw mo nalang. Yung pakiramdam na inlove ka na galit ka na hindi mo alam na tipong gusto maging malaya, magwala.
4. Relaxing - yung tipong may kasama pang nature sounds. O kaya claasical. Yung talagang may dulcet voice. Yung mga symphony na puro nota at numbers lang. O kaya naman yung talagang slow songs na hindi ka hihingalin pag pinakikinggan.
5. Inspirational - parang relaxing narin. Mga tipong “You are the Wind Beneath My Wings” o kaya “You raise me up so I can stand on mountains”. Mga ganon. Mga talagang mamomotivate ka at mabibigyan ka ng dahilan para mabuhay. Panibagong pag-asa ba.
6. RNB na Outgoing - HAHAH. Mga tipong “I want my beat fast and my bass down low”. Yung tipong mapapapadyak ang paa mo at mapapsayaw ka talaga. Kahit kunwari ka pa. Talagang mapapindak ka. Di ka man marunong sumayaw, pasway sway ka nlang at mapagalaw galaw nalang ng ulo. Pwede din pasipol sipol. Talagang “The club can’t even handle me right now”.
7. Oldies - mga mula 70’s to 80’s to 90’s. Di ko alam e. Basta oldies. Pwedeng pandisco or boogies, pwedeng pangharana. Siguro kasama na yung “something’s telling me it might be you” o kaya “paint my love” o kaya walang kupas na beat ng “beat it”. Na alam na alam mo kasi melody pa lang at lyrics. Pero aminin, mas maganda yung mga dati. Mas may meaning, mas may sense. “Why don’t you build me up buttercup” ei ?
8. Ballroom - yung mga “sway with me” and “chachacha” songs. Yung tatayo ka nalang at magahahanap na nmg partner. Yung talagang mapapa-nganga ka nalang sa tindi ng mga sumasayaw. Karamihan senior pa !
9. Occasional - pang mother’s day lang, pang father’s day lang, pang independence day lang, pang flag ceremony lang, pang program lang. Yung mga ganon. At ang pinakasikat ? Happy Birthday to You !
10. Gospel - mga kantang mapapaHALLELUJAH ka ! O kaya naman “Kunin at tanggapin”. Meron na din na “Who am I” at “One Way, Jesus!”. Talagang mapapatalon ka sa saya. O mapapaiyak ka. One goal: To praise and worship the Lord. Ibang experience ito. Inspiring na refreshing na mapapWOW ka nalang !
11. Expressive - last but not the least. Mga kantang gingamit mo to express your feelings. Mapacover,a coustic. Basta ito yung nararamdaman mo. Nasa loob mo. Gingamit mo to speak out kung ano ang iyong feelings. Kasali man sa choice sa itaas o hindi. Speaks about yourself and everything.

 Ayan. Di naman ako magaling sa music e. Di naman ako musically inclined na tao. Sinabi ko lang kung ano yung mga tingin kong category para sa akin. Ang pakiramdam mo sa araw-araw ay depende din sa pinakikinggan mo. Kung malungkot ang songs, malamang malungkot ka din. You tend to be happy if jolly anmg tugtog mo. I mean, oo. Nakakarelate ka sa kanta, pero kung di nakakabuti sa iyo, itigil mo na. Think .. baka magkasuicidal tendency ka. Siempre, guard your mind and heart. Filter those music. If you can choose the food you eat to nourish your body, you can choose the music to nurture your soul.

 The truth is, our music defines our life. Be careful little ears what you hear.

USAPANG MAGKAIBIGAN.

Yung mga usapang ganyan.

 Mga usapan ninyong mgakakaibigan na hindi niyo na nagagawa ng personal. Na nagawa niyo man ay matagal ng panahon ang nakakaraan. Nakakamiss lang. Everytime na nag-uusap kami, we never fail to make each other smile. 

 Yung mga tuksuhan, asaran. Yun yung nakakamiss e. Sama na natin yung sakitan. Ang point is, kahit pala magkakahiwalay, friends pa din. Oo, ako na madrama. Eh ganon talaga e.

 Miss ko na din kayo kasi alam ko naman na miss niyo na ako. :D

Dear Current Girlfriend,

  — There isn’t anything about you that I don’t love. 

Day 10.

Day 10 - A picture of something you own.

Nokia E63. And this is the cellphone I am currently using. My music player, internet, for texting, for calling, internet purposes, camera, recorder, videos, converter, notes, alarm clock, games, bible, etc. Just my favorite. It has everything I need. :)

Hindi ko din expected.

Yung mga taong hindi mo ineexpect na kakamusta sa iyo. Sila pa unang makakapansin na may something na sa iyo.

Wala lang. Kasi hindi naman kami ganoon ka-close para kamustahin niya. Isa pa, minsan ang mean ko sa kanya. Pero kinamusta niya ako nun parang di ako okay kanina. OO, mejo di ako okay kanina. At nagparevive lang ako kay Lord. Nanghihina na kasi ako e. Long story pa yan. Pinaikli ko lang.

Nakatulong din siguro yung lagi ko siyang kinakamusta dati nun hindi siya nagpapakita. Siempre, kapag nagpadama ka ng concern sa isang tao eventually they will realize it and kapag ikaw naman ang nanghihina, ikaw naman ang ieencourage nila. Tama naman dba ?

What you sow, you shall reap. You will be treated exactly as you treat others.

Unexpected Hellos. :">

Computer nga, naghahang. Ako pa kaya na walang pahinga.

— Pang-unawa naman dba ?

Inaantok na.

 Ako ay matutulog na.

 Wala na akong gustong intindihin pa. Kanina pa lang sa 1st class ay sobrang bagsak na ang mata. Nagigising nalang ako pag next slide na. HAHAHA. O kaya nagjojoke yung professor ko. Kahit nga habang nagrereview e. Blangko ang utak ko.

 Pero, naggala naman after uwian. Sumaya lang. Pero tutulog na ako seryoso. Kitakits mamaya. Babawi lang ng lakas. Mahina ang kalaban. :D

Goodnight.

— Every part of my body is yawning.

 I mean, I am so tired that I can’t feel myself anymore. I am so tired of my everyday life. I am so tired of everybody else. I am so tired hearing those sounds. I am so tired looking at obscure faces everyday of my life.  I am so tired pleasing them. I am so tired doing my best. I am so tired of listening. I am so tired being dictated. I am so tired waking up and feeling useless. I am so tired going back to sleep and waking up in the morning feeling worse. I am so tired.

 I am so tired of my life. Those above were things to start why I’m tired. FEW. Anyway, I just blogged to say Goodnight. I will continue to live my life trying to smile. Or at least with a smile. Goodnight.  :)

Day 9.

Day 9: A picture of you and your mother.

 This is me and my Mom. And of course, my younger brother. Yeah, she has only two kids. And yes, meet the girl that I first loved and I’ll be loving for my entire life, Angelina B. Gacho. I love you Ma ! <33

RF: Hindi ako sanay gumamit ng laptop.

 Promise. O, ako na taga-bundok.

 Pero, gusto ko magkalaptop. Kasi ang liit liit ng laptop na nahihirapan ako magtype. Di din kasi ako sanay sa mga lugar ng ibang button don. Sabi nila, clumsy din daw ako kaya kung anu-ano napipindot ko. Hindi daw din kasi ako dahan-dahan at parang nagmamadali. Nadadamay pa yung mouse pad minsan. Di ko lang kasi gaanong gamay na hindi ko maintindihan sa kamay kong ito. LOL

 Bilhan niyo ako ng laptop masasanay din ako. Sanay lang kasi dahil buong buhay na akong nakakeyboard. Ano naman kung di ako marunong gumamit ngayon ? Lahat naman ng bagay nakakasanayan e.

Nalungkot ako bigla.

 At di ko alam kung bakit.

 Ewan ko ba. Naranasan niyo na ba na malungkot ka nalang bigla. Ang saya saya mo naman kanina. Parang may kulang. Parang may something missing sa buhay mo ngayong araw. Parang tigang ka sa bagay na hindi mo alam. Yung dry na dry ka inside and out.

 Naalibadbaran tuloy ako. Okay naman kasi lahat kanina. Siguro, sadyang moody lang talaga. Parang feeling na I’ve been left behind na. Napag-iiwanan na ako. At ayoko ng ganon. Gusto ko ng lumevel up. Siguro, depressed din ako kasi hindi ko ma-meet ang sarili kong needs. Biruin niyo yun, sarili kong pangangalaingan, di ko matagpuan.

 Hayaan mo na. Este, gagawan ko ng paraan. Gusto ko marevive & marefreshed. Yng tipong para kang umahon sa sobrang lamig na tubig at buong katawan mo buhay na buhay.

 Siguro dala lang din talaga ito ng lamig at ulan. Nakakaapekto daw yun sa attitude di ba ? Siguro nga. Express lang ng express. Para hindi sasabog na parang bulkan. Kaya ko ito. Seasonal Mood Disorder lang. :))

 Pero, bukas, okay na uli.

Ay. Pambihira.

Yung pakiramdam na nakikigamit ka ng laptop kasi walang kwenta ang DSL mo.

 Di ko na sasabihin kung ano pero mabilis naman. Nakakaasar lang minsan. Pag umuulan kasi nawawalan ng signal. Lalo na’t nagtuloy-tuloy at lumalakas pa, ay, PAMBIHIRA ! Problema ko lang dati napuputol. Okay na yun e. Ngayon yun naman. Yun na naman. At yun na lang. UGH. At di ko maatim na mawalan ako ng internet sa kalagitnaan ng aking paglilibang.

 Nasa CLIMAX ka na, nabitin ka pa. Sakit diba ? 

 Anyway, bumalik na naman siya at tapos na ang pagdarahop ko sa laptop na yun. Balik blogging na. Neenjoy ko na siya uli. Ang hindi ko nalang uli maeenjoy ay yung katotohanan na may pasok bukas kahit may bagyo pa.

 PAG-ASA, habag naman. Please ?

 Okay na ako. Yiee. Balik desktop ko na. :D

Goodnight na.

Matutulog na ako.

Naging fruitful naman ang araw ko e. Kahit na hapon na ako nagising. Nareview ko ang kaptid ko sa HEKASI & Science lessons niya. Natapos ko ang exhortation ko. Nakatulog ako kay Lola. Nakatulong ako sa kapitbahay namin. HAHAH. Kasi naman e. Bakit pa may pasok bukas ? E may bagyo nga dba ? Ano kami WATERPROOF ?!

Hayaan mo na. Wala naman akong choice e. LOL. Pero, hindi ko pa tapos ang assignment ko. E, parang ang dami. Tinatamad na ako gawin. Pero sige na nga. Kaya ko ito, nangangawit na ako sa kakatype e. Pero, gusto ko nang maging mabait na bata. Na estudyante. Di nadin ako malalate bukas. HAHAH. Nawa. Pag may gusto, may paraan. Pag ayaw, may dahilan. Pero ayun sa akin. Pag ayaw, baka tinatamad ka lang. Kaya gagawin ko na. Naconvict ako ng sarili ko e. :DD

Striving harder for excellence. 

Goodnight na. :D

A Father's Heart.

Exhortation:

Luke 15:11-24

New International Version (NIV)

 ¹¹ Jesus continued: “There was a man who had two sons. ¹² The younger one said to his father, ‘Father, give me my share of the estate.’ So he divided his property between them.

   ¹³ “Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living. ¹⁴ After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need. ¹⁵ So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs. ¹⁶ He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything.

   ¹⁷ “When he came to his senses, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired servants have food to spare, and here I am starving to death! ¹⁸ I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. ¹⁹ I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired servants.’ ²⁰ So he got up and went to his father.

   “But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.

   ²¹ “The son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’

   ²² “But the father said to his servants, ‘Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. ²³ Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let’s have a feast and celebrate. ²⁴ For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’ So they began to celebrate.

Fathers. What do we owe to them ? Everything. And up on his shoulder is where I love to be.

 Surnames ? Where do we get our surnames ? And what is the awaited event every month of June ? The root of all your answers is our fathers.

 A father is a male parent based on a dictionary. Also, a father is a role model who gives the gifts of abundance, guidance and wisdom while learning to stretch his ability to love beyond what he knew was possible.

 We often describe our fathers a lot. Even in school where sometimes we have that as a homework, project or activity. But according to the story, what is a Father truly like ?

1. A father is giving. (v. 12)

•  As the story said, the father gave the son’s share without saying any word. Fathers are great providers. He provides food for the family, tuition fee for the kids and almost everything. In short, he is the breadwinner of  the family. And the family depends on him.
• God is our great provider. Israelites went on a journey to the Promised Land with everything they asked from the Lord. Look at our lives. We are blessed enough to thank Him. The Lord says, “Ask and it shall be given unto you.” (Mt. 7:7). All we have to do is to ask and He shall provide all our needs according to his riches and glory (Phil. 4:19). What more could you ask for ? All we have to do is to seek the Lord. PRAY. Be close to Him and He will draw nearer to you.

   2. A father is compassionate. (v.20)

• Fathers are full of compassion. As much as possible they won’t let anything happen to their children. A father doesn’t want anything to hurt his children. If there is any chance pain could be transferred to them. Just like the father was moved with compassion that he welcomed his son back with open arms, a father would do anything for his child.
• God is a compassionate God. Compassion is pity with action. You could pity someone but being compassionate is doing something for that situation. Just like God made way for the Israelites’ exodus from Egypt, he would never let anything happen to us. If there is something we don’t understand its because God is sharpening us, for what father doesn’t discipline his child ? (Heb.12:7) He also told us to call to Him and cast his worries upon Him (Mt. 11:28). For a psalm said, “As a father has compassion on his children, the Lord has compassion on those who fear Him.” (Ps. 103:13). Just believe and fear the Lord.

  3. A father is forgiving. (vv. 21-22)

• A father is forgiving. He understands. No explanations just pure forgiveness. Just be honest to whatever you did. He will forgive you no matter what. A father may be hard as stone because of he is strict and brave but his heart is as soft as a cotton if his child comes up to him with a sorry pure of love.
• God is a god of forgiveness. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us (1 Jn. 1:9). The bad news is we are all going to hell but the good news ? God is forgiving,all we have to do is to accept the salvation He offers. The best news ? He will remember our sins no more ! (Heb. 10:17)  

  4. A father is loving. (vv.23-24)

• Fathers love their children more than their lives. They would do everything for them. When our fathers love us, they mean they’re giving their lives to us. So, they deserve our love too. They deserve our attention and our thanksgiving. Learn to appreciate your dad. Just like the father celebrated his son’s comeback, our fathers celebrate our everyday lives. Obey them, it’s not the least but it is a commandment with a promise. (Eph. 6:1-3)
• God is not just a loving god but God is love (1 Jn. 4:16). Of course, He can’t give, be compassionate and forgive without love. Love sums it all. And He loves us so much that He gave his only begotten that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have everlasting life (Jn. 3:16) Just love Him. Loving our father is a sign of loving. If we love Him, we will obey His commandments (Jn. 14:15). Just accept Him as our personal saviour. And all will fall into place. Blessings and everything. Because when we love Him back, the heavens are celebrating (Lk. 15:7).

CONCLUSION:

“But you are a forgiving God, gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and abounding in love.” ~ Nehemiah 9:17.

 Made with His wisdom and strength. May you find time reading this. To God be the glory !
 God bless us all ! :)